Rant about something I’m fed up with

Something that I’m really fed up with is thinking I’m making a good grade on my essays, but throughout the semester they aren’t really good. During the beginning of the semester, my essays are really good. I get into the concept of writing a good paper. After one or two papers that’s when I start to see my grades going down. When I took ENG 101, the same thing happened and I’m like WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I try my very best to write my paper, and when I see a grade I’m not pleased with, I sometimes think about giving up. But I also look at the positive side and how I want to graduate from CVCC, and transfer to a university, graduate from there and become that teacher I always wanted to be. So I set my negative thoughts aside and try my best to write good papers. In the end it will all pay off.